music of the piano
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
i cant believe i am praising my dad for the first time.lol. he actually used hardcore programming skills to fight with that stupid virus and won. not to mention that the virus destroys my laptop data every 3 mins and jams the computer. so it means he only had 3 min to destroy it each time he restarts the computer.lol. kudos. dont know his computer programming was that good.hahahah. luckily i only lost my songs and photos coz he tried to fight it twice. projects files are intact. thank god man. anyway life isnt good recently. studies nvr fail to make me miserable la.
Friday, February 5, 2010
my fren says he's emo over his test results and dont feel like studying. I told him you can afford to feel emo until the exams are over. coz feeling emo over lousy results totally detroys your mood to study and you'll flung. hahha. i'm really trying not tothink abt the projects and tests i have flung. if not i think i'll kill mysel out of despair. i really afraid i cant make it into Uni. can imagine wat my relatives would say..you know something like...."see la.told you jc easier to go in blabla." no fking way man. i need to get in uni even if my eye bags explode from the late night mugging. i wanna mug mug mug.be a fkin mugger if thats what it takes. who cares. i'm ugly enough.wont get any worse.LOL.
on the other hand i'm thinking of PS3 as my motivation.gonna get one as soon as ff13 and ff12 versus comes out. AND Leona lewis is singing the theme song for FF13. hehehe. she sings great songs. greater now that shes singing for FF13. yea biased.watever. but honestly FF10 still look better.
Monday, February 1, 2010
final fantays 13 and final fantasy 13 fabula nova crystallis is out.HAHAHAHA. damn i dont care. i am goign to use my NS money to get a PS3. anyway i know this is late but my long time Burden friend of 9 year plus mr koh gao sai came back frm thailand recently. lol. i know i missed lots of outings but i swear i'll make it up after this period. and i have been losing my temper easily .....again. stress la. anyway i got a lot of burden good friends . sec sch, poly etc. all burden me only.
anyway NTU and NUS applications are open. honestly at this point i cant be bothered la. go in or not its God's will. even if i do go in its through the support or friends teachers ad parents la. but i made my 5 choices already. all that left is to collect my O level english cert and sitck the A grade to them. HHAHA. than that would settle the 20% uni admission scores for me.
electrical engineering, , computer engineering, mathematics and business administration,bioengineering
honestly my mum and dad wanted me to put bioengineering as 1st choice. why? coz after you graduate 4 years you can study another 5 years to become a GP Doctor. very yaya right. but who cares. i hate blood. unless i can be a gynecologist.Lol. thats crazy la. study 9 yrs. i would be fked by then. i hope bth unis accept me.
Friday, January 29, 2010
so i faield my napfa test with 4As and 1B and 1E. dammit. it like 20-30 secs away from the D grade and i wont have to show my love for singpore by dedicating 2 mthss of my life. but well...a guy like me loves singapore too much so i intentinally failed my 2.4 run.HEEEEHHAAAAAA.Wtf.lol. anyway i guess excercisng makes my life happier due to the endorphins. all that lousy test results coupled with overwhelming stress. argh...and yaaaa...i know snsd has a new mv but i'm kinda sick of them la. i'm a guy who never had much interests in this sort of things anyway.besides all the cutesy actiing.....is nauseating so to speak. the only thing i had never lost interest in is anime/manga, math and music. why listen to other poeple's music when i can listen to my own luh.lol. gotta slp. my bodys breaking down from all the 50 situps. oh gawd.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
tired and stressed.fed up. so i end up reading the bible. maybe this is god's way of bringing me back to him. i jsut need a bit more time to reorganize my life. haven been doing well in school lately. and coz i flunked(not flung...so boon soom say.HAHAHA. he dosent believe i testing hm la.hai.) so many quizzes. my mood swings are getting more erratic. like a really lifeless guy. studying makes my life miserable. if only i could.....nvm la. haha.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
somewhere along the way people make all the wrong choices. they pick up smoking.(thought i can never understand why) or they get tatoos, drop out of school and sometimes choose to be someone they are not. it dosent matter of course if they change but most dont. i guess a person has to stand for something, or they will fall for anything. you know like the concept of metamorphosis? like when everything else and everyone changes will you?lol.
Monday, January 25, 2010
very very very heartbroken over my math test. i have cock eye with stamps pasted on them la. this is my MOST retarded careless mistake and really it costs me a huge blow on my marks.dammit.
